Push Me Away When I Come, Don't Hold Me Back When I Leave - Chapter 149

Chapter 149: Past Memories Surface, History Repeats

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Her concern was no longer about why Ye Han suddenly kissed her.

Instead, she cared about why, despite being the dominant one, she was always being pinned down and kissed by other girls. Shouldn’t she be the one pushing other women against the wall, cornering them, and giving them passionate kisses that leave them breathless?

Look at these slender fingers! And she even trims her nails daily. Combined with her height that creates a perfect height difference with most girls, isn’t this the perfect dominant aura? Where exactly doesn’t she look dominant? Why does every woman who sees her want to pin her down?

Although, she admittedly hasn’t been very dominant before… but that was all Jiang Ruhua’s fault!

Besides, since her reincarnation, is she emitting some strange female-attracting pheromones? It’s one thing to attract her white moonlight from her previous life, but why does even her cousin want to kiss her?

In that moment, Xia Ruoming suddenly remembered a manga she had read called “Social Anxiety vs. Yuri.”

She suspected that after her reincarnation, she had gained abilities similar to the manga’s protagonist, becoming a human succubus.

Xia Ruoming really wanted to throw up. She didn’t want this kind of ability, she was supposed to be a pure and devoted beautiful girl! If everyone ended up becoming someone she couldn’t let go of, wouldn’t she become like Amaori Renako? Hmm… maybe Yotsuba was more like her? After all, that despicable pink-hair flirts with a bunch of cute girls without taking responsibility, while the despicable brown-hair flirts with a bunch of cute girls but takes responsibility for all of them.

Wait, no! What is she thinking! When did she actively flirt with a bunch of cute girls? That despicable pink-hair even went after Miss Hanatori!

Except for Xiao Qinghan and Chu Suhe, hasn’t she been avoiding everyone else?

She remembered another famous quote from that despicable brown-hair.

【At this point, adding a few more people just means going from openly two-timing to four-timing! The fact that I’m a scumbag won’t change!】

【Isn’t this just making the best of a bad situation!】

【It’s been making the best of a bad situation since I started flirting with two women!】

It seems… that’s exactly what she did from the beginning, so does this mean she’s been making the best of a bad situation from the start?

Even if it is making the best of a bad situation, should she say she’s not being unfaithful, but rather wanting to give all girls a home? Damn it, she can’t even fool herself, how could she fool others?

That despicable brown-hair could fool herself like that, but could she really do the same… thinking about it, it probably wouldn’t work…

If things continue like this, wouldn’t the light novel about her become 《Caught Between Yuri, How Can I Become Your Lover?》

Xia Ruoming opened her eyes and sat up from the ground, feeling her head was in a mess. She then rubbed her temples to calm her chaotic thoughts.

“Sister~” seeing Xia Ruoming come back to her senses, Ye Han moved closer and sweetly called out beside her ear.

Xia Ruoming looked into Ye Han’s eyes, those eyes had stars twinkling in them, like flawless crystals, ethereal and transparent.

“Han… Hanhan…” After hesitating for a moment, Xia Ruoming chose to address Ye Han this way, although she still felt extremely uncomfortable with it, calling her this was much better than calling her little sister. Having to call this formidable woman Ye Han “little sister” every day would probably take who knows how long to get used to.

But since Ye Han had already been calling her “sister, sister,” it wouldn’t be very polite if she continued to call Ye Han “Second Young Lady Ye.”

Wonder what Ye Han would think if she knew that in her previous life, she had stolen the person her “sister” had a crush on, thinking about the past, Xia Ruoming almost laughed again.

Seeing the faint smile on Xia Ruoming’s face, Ye Han pressed even closer: “What is it, does sister like being called this way~”

“Hanhan… do you… like me…” Looking at Ye Han’s eyes that only reflected herself, Xia Ruoming slowly asked.

“Hmm… maybe, just a little bit…” Ye Han playfully blinked, completely different from the second young lady that everyone outside feared, “Oh well, at this point, what’s there to be reserved about? I do like you, sister! And this like definitely surpasses any woman around sister!”

“…”

Xia Ruoming knew Ye Han’s personality, she knew that once she chose to ask, Ye Han would definitely not equivocate or lie, but she didn’t expect Ye Han to answer so directly.

“Why? Hanhan, we seem to have only known each other for a short time.” Xia Ruoming asked. Although she had such suspicions before, she had dismissed the idea herself. Ye Han choosing Xu Fengwu was definitely a well-thought-out decision, and Ye Han had spent three whole years pursuing Xu Fengwu, putting in no less effort than herself. According to her understanding, Ye Han shouldn’t be someone who would fall in love at first sight.

“Hmm…” Ye Han placed her index finger on her lower lip, appearing deep in thought.

To tell the truth, the reason was actually quite silly. She was just curious about someone who was so indifferent to her, and moreover, she thought Xia Ruoming had been deceived by Jiang Ruhua, that green tea bitch. She just wanted to take back what Jiang Ruhua had obtained through improper means.

But it was precisely because there was a reason that Ye Han was troubled. She couldn’t come up with a good excuse at the moment, and she couldn’t possibly say the real reason directly. If she said it directly, most people who heard it would probably get angry.

After all, Xia Ruoming had said before that if she spoke ill of Jiang Ruhua again, she would turn against her.

“Do you know why mom likes Aunt Ruoxue?” After thinking for a long time, Ye Han came up with an answer that could satisfy both sides, and thinking carefully now, maybe the answer really was like this.

Before playing the guqin at the party, Xia Ruoming wasn’t outstanding. Even if it was “playing hard to get,” she shouldn’t have been that interested, but she still noticed Xia Ruoming immediately.

“Why?” Xia Ruoming also showed curiosity. In her previous life, she had heard this story from Xia Jingsong later, but she didn’t know why Liu Qingyun always loved Liu Ruoxue, nor did she know that Ye Han was Liu Qingyun’s daughter.

If she had known, given Xia Ruoming’s personality, she would have even forced herself to attend the wedding to give Ye Han her blessings.

“It’s a kind of innate gentleness… and love that transcends blood ties.” Ye Han gave a light laugh, “Even at the end, mom wanted to give all her gentleness to Aunt Ruoxue without any reservation.”

“From the moment we met, I felt like there was something connecting us in destiny, turns out it wasn’t an illusion.”

“I really am just like my mom, choosing the most difficult path.”

Xia Ruoming gave a bitter smile after hearing Ye Han’s words. If she had known all this in her previous life and met Ye Han earlier, perhaps she might have even ended up with Ye Han. But in this life, although she had already made up her mind, unexpected things kept happening one after another.

Mom probably wouldn’t have imagined that while she rejected her sister, her sister’s daughter who was most like her would end up pursuing her daughter who was most like her sister.

Just as The Moon card had predicted, her love life was even more twisted than she had imagined.