When An Ancient Chinese Romance Novel Heroine Transmigrated Into A Lesbian Novel - Chapter 76
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Jiang Jiang had read many novels, film and television dramas about rebirth, in which most of the protagonists would use “amnesia” as a reason to explain their abnormalities.
After thinking about it again, Jiang Jiang also decided to use the same method, after all, this reason was indeed very convenient.
But at the same time, she didn’t say it too definitively. Jiang Jiang only said that her memory was a bit vague, but the specific degree of vagueness would depend on Ji Xu’an’s subsequent reaction.
Moreover, Jiang Jiang had one thing she didn’t say, which was that the body she was currently using was actually her own.
However, soon, Ji Xu’an raised her own question about this point.
“You said you are not Xie Xiao, then is the body you are using Xie Xiao’s?”
As Ji Xu’an spoke, her brows furrowed even tighter.
She was very sure that what she liked was Jiang Jiang’s personality, not her appearance, which meant that she loved the soul inside this person, not the external shell.
Ordinary people would probably only say this kind of thing to show their deep affection, but Ji Xu’an was really caught in a tangle.
My wife was now using someone else’s body, so wouldn’t the person I had hugged and kissed before also be someone else?
What if one day, Xie Xiao’s soul returned to this body again, wouldn’t my behavior be cheating?
Thinking of this, Ji Xu’an subconsciously let go of Jiang Jiang’s hand.
Jiang Jiang was stunned, and the slight coolness coming from her fingertips clearly reminded her that Ji Xu’an still couldn’t accept this kind of thing after all.
A thought flashed through Jiang Jiang’s mind. What Ji Xu’an couldn’t accept, was it Xie Xiao, or me, Xie Jiang Jiang?
She curled her fingers slightly, and instead of answering, she asked, “What does Sister hope for?”
This time Ji Xu’an’s reaction was very quick, and she didn’t give Jiang Jiang more time to think wildly.
“I hope not.” She said seriously.
Jiang Jiang couldn’t explain what was going on in her mind, but she felt relieved.
Ji Xu’an wanted to reach out and stroke Jiang Jiang’s long hair, but she felt a little awkward in her heart. She raised her hand and put it down again, and finally withdrew it dejectedly.
After a few seconds of silence, Ji Xu’an moved her lips, her voice low, “I don’t know the real Xie Xiao, from beginning to end, the only person I have come into contact with is you.”
“You’re the only one I want.”
What Ji Xu’an wanted was a complete Xie Jiang Jiang.
What’s more, if the body Jiang Jiang was currently using was her own, the unknown risks would be much smaller.
But in any case, Ji Xu’an’s mood was destined not to be at ease, and she had more things to worry about.
Before, she was afraid that Jiang Jiang would be with Xiao Yuan, but now she thinks that’s nothing. If that situation really happens, at least Jiang Jiang will still be within her reach.
What if one day, Jiang Jiang really switched back with Xie Xiao, where should I go to find Jiang Jiang?
Thinking of this, a sense of panic and fear suddenly surged into Ji Xu’an’s heart. She bit the tip of her tongue, using the pain to force herself to calm down, at least her face didn’t become worse.
In the silence, Jiang Jiang suddenly felt a chill down her back, and a sense of inexplicable crisis hovered in her heart.
She looked up and found that Ji Xu’an was staring at her with those deep black eyes, and there were many complex emotions intertwined and surging in her eyes.
Jiang Jiang inexplicably had a feeling that what Ji Xu’an was thinking now must be something she couldn’t accept.
The instinct to survive prompted Jiang Jiang to interrupt Ji Xu’an’s thoughts in time.
“I don’t know why either, but I look exactly like Xie Xiao, and I can be sure that this body is my own.”
Jiang Jiang raised her sleeves to Ji Xu’an, and she turned her wrist, and that little black mole appeared in front of the two of them.
“There are photos of Xie Xiao in her house, her inner wrist don’t have this little mole.”
Moreover, even if their appearances were similar, their bodies couldn’t be exactly the same, how could she not feel whose body she was using?
Ji Xu’an breathed a heavy sigh of relief when she heard this. She reached out and circled Jiang Jiang’s wrist, rubbing the black spot with her fingertips, as if confirming something.
“That’s good.”
This problem was solved, but then Ji Xu’an asked again, “Will you switch back with Xie Xiao?”
“I don’t know.” Jiang Jiang shook her head.
She didn’t deceive Ji Xu’an on this point. When she and Xie Xiao exchanged identities, it was also without warning, and Jiang Jiang didn’t dare to give Ji Xu’an a definite answer.
This answer made Ji Xu’an’s heart feel empty.
But she knew that she couldn’t blame Jiang Jiang, Jiang Jiang was also very innocent, and moreover, her inner fear and worry must be much more than her own.
Ji Xu’an tried hard to force herself not to think about this problem for the time being, she twitched the corners of her mouth, and simply changed the question.
“You really can’t remember anything about your past?”
If Jiang Jiang could provide her with a general direction, Ji Xu’an would definitely find a way to find out Jiang Jiang’s true identity, even if she paid a great price.
In this way, even if the two really switched back one day, at least she would know how to find Jiang Jiang.
Jiang Jiang frowned, trying to make a look of recollection, “I don’t remember it very clearly, only some vague images.”
“It seems to be a world completely different from here.”
Hearing this, Ji Xu’an’s heart had already sunk.
Jiang Jiang’s next words made her even more distraught, and she couldn’t recover for a long time.
“If I had to say it, it’s very much like this world going back a thousand years.” Jiang Jiang said softly.
Ji Xu’an was speechless for a long time. In fact, she wasn’t completely unprepared in her heart. After all, there were many plots of traveling from ancient times to the present in previous time-travel works.
She had already accepted this kind of rebirth, so what else couldn’t she accept?
But Jiang Jiang’s previous performance still made Ji Xu’an feel a glimmer of hope. What if it wasn’t the case?
Jiang Jiang’s words just now completely shattered her fantasy.
“I’m sorry, Sister, I didn’t tell you these things before.” Jiang Jiang bit her lip, and a layer of mist gradually appeared in her almond eyes.
“I was terrified of being seen as different. There was always a voice in my head telling me that I would be caught as a freak and burned alive.”
As soon as Jiang Jiang’s voice fell, Ji Xu’an replied with certainty, “You won’t.”
Jiang Jiang looked into her eyes, the expression on Ji Xu’an’s face was very heavy, but her eyes were firm, and the fingers holding Jiang Jiang’s hand were also very strong,
like a silent comfort.
“I’m not going to let that happen.”
She hadn’t really minded Jiang Jiang’s concealment in the first place, and now she wouldn’t feel the slightest dissatisfaction because of it.
What had Jiang Jiang done wrong?
She was just trying to protect herself.
Ji Xu’an even thought that the reason why Jiang Jiang hadn’t been honest with her before was definitely because she hadn’t done well enough to bring Jiang Jiang a sense of security.
So the responsibility was on her, not on Jiang Jiang.
Ji Xu’an moved closer to Jiang Jiang, gently brushing away the stray hairs beside Jiang Jiang’s cheeks with her fingers, her expression solemn and serious when she lowered her eyes.
“You have to work hard to adapt to this completely unfamiliar world for you, it’s already very hard, I don’t blame you.”
“You are my future wife, we have signed an agreement, this will never change.”
Ji Xu’an gazed at Jiang Jiang’s eyes, “So you can trust me a little more, believe that I will protect you.”
Jiang Jiang’s eyes were even more moist and red, she seemed to be moved by Ji Xu’an’s words, and kept staring at Ji Xu’an with those watery eyes.
Jiang Jiang’s entire face was red, and further down, those soft lips were also inadvertently bitten by her until they were wet, she hummed with a nasal voice, and between raising her head and lowering her eyebrows, revealing an indescribable sense of pity.
“Does Sister really not mind my concealment? Won’t you think I’m a deep and bad person?”
“You didn’t do anything wrong.” Ji Xu’an wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes with her fingertips, her voice even gentler, “If I were you, I would make the same choice.”
“You’re not bad either.”
“In my heart, whatever you do is right.”
Hearing this, Jiang Jiang suddenly opened her arms and threw herself into Ji Xu’an’s arms. She hugged Ji Xu’an’s waist tightly with both hands, and buried her face in Ji Xu’an’s neck, her voice muffled when she spoke.
“Maybe I’m not as good as Sister thinks.”
“If one day Sister finds out that I’m not innocent, will you treat me like you treated Zheng Zhouzhou?”
Ji Xu’an tightened her arms and hugged Jiang Jiang, gently patting her back with her palm.
“You and Zheng Zhouzhou are different.”
Ji Xu’an promised, “No matter what happens in the future, I will never treat you like that.”
“You don’t have to worry about the people of the country either, I will explain it for you.”
She was worried that Jiang Jiang wouldn’t believe her, and after thinking about it, she added, “Everyone knows that you are my fiancée, if you are really proven to have a different identity, Linghai Group will definitely be affected as a result.”
“So no matter what the purpose is, I won’t let anything happen to you.”
Jiang Jiang: “Hmm.”
She closed her eyes, concealing the thoughtful look in them.
Empty promises couldn’t make her believe, but if it was related to her own interests, Jiang Jiang believed that Ji Xu’an would do as she said.
She rubbed her face against Ji Xu’an’s neck, her voice soft, “In this world, the only person I can trust and rely on is you, Sister.”
Jiang Jiang’s tone was full of dependence, as if she regarded Ji Xu’an as her everything.
“If even Sister doesn’t want me, I really won’t be able to live.”
Storyteller Alexiss100's Words
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