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Push Me Away When I Come, Don't Hold Me Back When I Leave - Chapter 39

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Hello everyone!

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Chapter 39: The Strange Dream and Lingering Fragrance

 

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After making sure the person beside her had fallen asleep, Xu Fengwu quietly climbed up from the bed.

 

In the night, Xu Fengwu gazed at Xia Ruoming’s sleeping face.

 

She was truly beautiful, no wonder so many girls liked her.

 

For some reason, Xu Fengwu seemed to prefer this sleeping face of Xia Ruoming, perhaps because at times like this, Xia Ruoming showed neither impatience towards her, nor that kind of seemingly enlightened determination.

 

The sleeping Xia Ruoming had less of that inexplicable heroic spirit, and more cuteness. Unlike a rose blooming among thorns with its incomparable sensuality, with her eyes closed Xia Ruoming was like a camellia, elegant and adorable. Her lips, though thin yet alluring, seemed to tempt Xu Fengwu to commit a crime, enticing her to steal a kiss.

 

Closing her eyes facing Xia Ruoming’s face, Xu Fengwu secretly leaned in for a kiss.

 

Just as she had told Xia Ruoming that day, whatever others had, she should have too. Since Xiao Qinghan had kissed her, then she, Xu Fengwu, must have it too!

 

Although she had indeed promised Xia Ruoming not to bring up these matters again before college, she was only doing without saying, so it didn’t count!

 

Xu Fengwu pressed against Xia Ruoming’s lips. At first, she only lightly touched them, feeling their soft texture. But as the desire for possession rose from her heart, Xu Fengwu seemed no longer satisfied with just this. She used her slightly cool tongue to part Xia Ruoming’s soft lips, then that agile tongue quickly slipped past the tightly closed teeth, sliding into Xia Ruoming’s mouth, intertwining with hers.

 

Her movements were very gentle, afraid that Xia Ruoming might suddenly wake from her sleep.

 

That feeling of sneaking around made Xu Fengwu feel exceptionally excited. Slowly, Xia Ruoming, who had shown some resistance in her sleep, seemed to be responding to her kiss.

 

At the moment when she received Xia Ruoming’s active response, Xu Fengwu realized that Xia Ruoming was unconsciously kissing her back. Feeling those sweet lips actively touching hers, Xu Fengwu felt like she might lose her reason at any moment.

 

Xu Fengwu had never liked kissing, she would even feel disgusted watching kiss scenes in TV dramas. No matter what inspirational stories she read saying that kissing was an important part of love, it never changed her mind. When she was younger, she thought she would never like such a boring thing as kissing.

 

Perhaps it was because of being moved by emotion, Xu Fengwu’s heart was beating so fast, and her face felt like it was burning with fever.

 

Extremely faint moans came from the lips of the girl before her.

 

Seeing Xia Ruoming slightly furrowing her brows in her sleep, Xu Fengwu finally stopped her mischievous act.

 

Turning over to lie down, Xu Fengwu couldn’t calm her emotions. She buried her entire face in the feather pillow, feeling her heart pounding like a drum. Even though it was just because Xiao Qinghan had gotten a kiss, so she also wanted to take back what was hers, but somehow, she had become completely moved by emotion.

 

Even though she really hated kissing, she couldn’t help but savor that somewhat warm entanglement. Xia Ruoming’s lingering warmth seemed to still cling to her body, that warm and soft feeling was unforgettable. She should have been the high and mighty Xu Fengwu, how could she do something like stealing kisses from others.

 

If it had been the previous Xia Ruoming, being kissed by Xu Fengwu would have made her happy for who knows how long, but Xu Fengwu had encountered a Xia Ruoming who had undergone a great change in personality, and even she herself wasn’t sure if Xia Ruoming would still be like before.

 

Her heart was far from being as mature as Xia Ruoming, it had been in chaos from the start, and the more she was moved by emotion, the more flustered she became.

 

As her thoughts became more and more jumbled, she felt her head growing heavier, and finally fell asleep lying on the feather pillow.

 

……

 

At daybreak.

 

Xia Ruoming sat up in bed, unconsciously licking her lips, because she seemed to vaguely remember having an erotic dream.

 

Although she didn’t know who it was in the dream, Xia Ruoming faintly remembered that the blurry figure was a long-haired girl, who had a pleasant faint fragrance. That person’s lips were like clouds, light and soft, with a subtle sweetness that felt very comfortable.

 

Thinking of this, Xia Ruoming shook her head helplessly, mocking herself in her heart. Having lived for so long without ever having someone to truly commit her life to, yet she would have such a silly erotic dream. Even if she were to have an erotic dream, it was a bit too late to have one now, as she was no longer at that innocent age.

 

In the dream, she seemed to be actively kissing that person back. Dreams were really unreliable indeed, how could she possibly do such a thing.

 

However, that figure in the dream had a somewhat familiar feeling…

 

Xia Ruoming poked Xu Fengwu’s nose twice, wanting to wake her up together, but Xu Fengwu only moved her eyelashes slightly, showing no signs of waking up.

 

Xu Fengwu had always possessed that noble young lady’s temperament, always high and mighty. Her elegant eyebrows were like those of noble ladies described in books, her long eyelashes were like a noble lady, and her soft and beautiful facial features were also like a noble lady. In fact, Xu Fengwu was like a noble beauty who had walked straight out of a book. The previous Xu Fengwu had always been cold and noble, not like now, where she would even resort to being unreasonable to stay here, completely losing that young lady’s temperament and instead becoming somewhat childish.

 

“Let me sleep a bit longer…” Xu Fengwu said softly, perhaps because she had fallen asleep too late last night, her voice seemed weak and even somewhat feeble.

 

“Alright, alright, but you’ll have to get up for school by yourself later, I’m leaving first.” Xia Ruoming chuckled, and pinched Xu Fengwu’s cheek, making Xu Fengwu make some purring sounds, as if she wanted to rub her face but was too lazy to move.

 

“Okay…” her gentle voice was like a kitten.

 

Hearing Xu Fengwu agree, Xia Ruoming finally got up to wash up.

 

Today’s breakfast was buttered toast with milk, a simple breakfast.

 

“Mom, I’m going to school first. Fengwu said she wants to sleep a bit more, remember to wake her up when you leave later.” Worried, she decided to have Liu Ruoxue wake up Xu Fengwu later, as it was really easy to oversleep when taking a morning nap.

 

“Okay, you go ahead, have a safe trip.” Liu Ruoxue lay on the sofa, wearing a face mask.

 

“Another annoying cloudy day…” After leaving the apartment, Xia Ruoming looked at the thick clouds in the sky and complained with some dissatisfaction.

 

Only a few rays of sunlight could penetrate through the cloud layer and fall onto the earth, unable to bring any warmth.

 

Taking out her keys, she suddenly remembered that because she had returned home with Xu Fengwu yesterday, her bicycle was left at school, so it seemed she would have to take the public bus she hated most to school today.

 

“Even having erotic dreams yet acting like an old person, even forgetting such things.”

 

Stretching and helplessly poking fun at herself, Xia Ruoming walked alone towards the bus stop.

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Hello everyone!

For those wondering about updates, I've moved my work over to FenrirRealm, and all future releases will be posted there.

If you enjoy my work, please consider supporting me >here< instead, as my work on this site might be gone without advance notice.

Thank you for your understanding and continued support!

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